you dont stop playing coz u get old, you get old coz u stop playing

let's start this post with blooper reel from house :D

tomorrow's my first official day at the ward. just for a day~ hope it'll be a great experience~

regarding the topic. i had lishi training as part of my PPD (personal and professional development) module, under the valueing diversity slot. it's another kind of chinese traditional exercise. kinda like tai chi i'd say, but with different movements.

the instuctor just kept on stressing about how the chinese are health concious people who takes responsibility of their own health. he tells us about how the old can wake up in the morning to do exercises in the parks, and still be mobile and flexible. but the young are becoming 'westernised' in the sense that the practice is more like and 'old people stuffs' kinda thing. well this statement isn't based on any prove (cant seem to bother looking for any).

what interests me is the fact that how he said its human nature to like having wonder drugs that can heal and keep us healthy rather than work it out ourselves and take responsibility of our own health. he told us how patients were usually reluctant when he told them about exercises...

doing ssc on rheumatoid arthritis...

the more i learn the more i think it's impossible to learn all these stuffs... someone should really consider breaking medicine into several subjects~ would be more bearable to learn... hehe

im generally happy nowadays~ not sure why though :P
blissfully going thru the passing days~
skipping some lectures in doing so~
piling up some works for later date~
and doing some~

eating out~
waiting for scholarship~
rearranging the room in hope that it would give me the long awaited boost for the term~
to no avail~

ah...
good days~ good days~

why?

i choose what i think is best for myself. I try my best not to dictate anyone, although at times it does happen unintentionally.

so in return, i expect people to respect my decision and what i choose to do with my life. i hate being afraid to do things that aren't wrong in itself just because some kind of people would say something about it.

i just don't think it's appropriate to control someone who is already a young adult. maybe some people do not notice that WE ARE OLD ENOUGH TO MAKE DECISIONS FOR OURSELVES.

i do not wish to follow. i chose to leave.

call me ignorant,
call me a sore loser,
call me bitter,
i wouldn't mind.

Surah:39.Az-Zumar.

54. Dan kembalilah kamu kepada Tuhan kamu dengan bertaubat, serta berserah bulat-bulat kepadaNya, sebelum kamu didatangi azab; kerana sesudah itu kamu tidak akan diberikan pertolongan.

55. Dan turutlah Al-Quran sebaik-baik (panduan hidup) yang diturunkan kepada kamu dari Tuhan kamu, sebelum kamu didatangi azab secara mengejut, sedang kamu tidak menyedarinya.

56. (Diperintahkan demikian) supaya jangan seseorang (menyesal dengan) berkata: Sungguh besar sesal dan kecewaku kerana aku telah mencuaikan kewajipan-kewajipanku terhadap Allah serta aku telah menjadi dari orang-orang yang sungguh memperolok-olokkan (agama Allah dan penganut-penganutnya)!

1 week into the new year (1431)

what have you change about yourself from the last year?~

Surah:103.Al-'Asr.

.وَالْعَصْرِ . إِنَّ الْإِنسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ
إِلَّا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالْحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالصَّبْرِ

1. Demi Masa!
2. Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian;
3. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. ۞


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it's shenowing again :)
oh well, the best time is when it falls, the worst is when you falls...

Ahh... and Holiday Starts... (banananana story)

i start this entry with a totally unrelated pic and the story behind it. this was my flower, which sat on my window sill for a few weeks. loved it very much although it only costs me 25p. did my best to take care of it but it started to get whitish parasite all over it. i hav no idea what to do. kept getting worse and it was dying. to i decided to put it to sleep. :'(. will be sorely missed. you cheered me up most mornings when i felt very very very lack of motivation to go to school.

the first term ended... quite well i'd say. considering the results of my exams... and my steady emotional state. but that's not what this post is about...

it was snowing on friday. the first one in leeds for this winter (hope ther'll be more to come, not too many tho)... thinking about the snow and how we (malaysians) usually react upon seeing it, i came up with some sort of a slogan to sum it all up.

snow... the best time is when it fall... the worst is when you fall (you know, when it gets slippery and the penguin genes start to be expressed)...

i must say that there's always a smile on the face when it's snowing. the first wave came when i was on my way back from school (the LGI (Leeds general Infirmary) to be exact). right after finishing my last day of SSC (traditional chinese medicine, COOL stuffs. that's my head being STABBED by a needle. doesn't feel a thing. :) look at that obvoiusly untrained hand, kidding lol.
anyways, lets save it for another day (if the day comes)). as i was walking down the hill it suddenly started to snow. i was smiling ear to ear all the way home. although it did get a bit too heavy and was blinding me. i ended up not going to the shop nearest to home to buy some bananananas.



it didn't end ther. i went out later that evening to get the bananananas, and the trip was like passing thru a snowstorm (yea, im exaggerating). all the fruits and vege that are usually arranged neatly outside the shop were stacked up inside. and it was like searching for a particular book on the last week before the SPM exam (when my table was full of books due to overexcited (barely!) and unfocused revision). but i managed to get them. (for those who lost track of what i was looking for at the shop, it's bananananas).


and it's the first day of holiday. oh, yeah. forgot to mention. im all alone now. my 4 other housemates decided that i was a pest to take along with, so they decided to secretly and systemitically go home (read:Malaysia, or a/meet a friend without me). naah, they've got matters to attend to.


so yeah, back to the first day. now its 2 am the second day. yesterday (the first day), i managed to stay at home for the whole day. yeah right. the WHOLE DAY. now im starting to hear voices. lol. it was extremely boring. so i've decided not to do it again.


and, i've clean the mess in the kitchen and the living room (which really is alive when everyone's home, that the neighbour will start to bang and shout hysterically at the door at midnight/almost midnight). that's the neighbour story. let's save it for another day.


aww... think i need to do something, anything. and i will. only time will tell...

some random stuffs;
-> q would have enjoyed the snow, he was wishing for it to come before he went back to his "home country" (saudi)
->played volleyball till my hands hurt. the ball was only 1 scale softer than a rock.
->when to dinner with abg r and frends last night, awesome place, thanks.
->i think i may be starting to appreciate my housemates a bit more. i think the silence and loneliness is kind of therapeutic in its own way... will never take u guys for granted :)
->i guess this just prove what h told me about how i won't survive living alone, mayb i can't. it's alright to be weak and in need of others, right.
->bananananas are finished. so is a bar of cad's dairy milk chocolate.
->oh yea, I came up with the true definition of LOL. its Lots Of Lols. :)

p/s: i know most of the stuffs are not of your interest to read about. noone's forcing you to :)