Surah:39.Az-Zumar.

54. Dan kembalilah kamu kepada Tuhan kamu dengan bertaubat, serta berserah bulat-bulat kepadaNya, sebelum kamu didatangi azab; kerana sesudah itu kamu tidak akan diberikan pertolongan.

55. Dan turutlah Al-Quran sebaik-baik (panduan hidup) yang diturunkan kepada kamu dari Tuhan kamu, sebelum kamu didatangi azab secara mengejut, sedang kamu tidak menyedarinya.

56. (Diperintahkan demikian) supaya jangan seseorang (menyesal dengan) berkata: Sungguh besar sesal dan kecewaku kerana aku telah mencuaikan kewajipan-kewajipanku terhadap Allah serta aku telah menjadi dari orang-orang yang sungguh memperolok-olokkan (agama Allah dan penganut-penganutnya)!

1 week into the new year (1431)

what have you change about yourself from the last year?~

Surah:103.Al-'Asr.

.وَالْعَصْرِ . إِنَّ الْإِنسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ
إِلَّا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالْحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالصَّبْرِ

1. Demi Masa!
2. Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian;
3. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar. ۞


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it's shenowing again :)
oh well, the best time is when it falls, the worst is when you falls...

Ahh... and Holiday Starts... (banananana story)

i start this entry with a totally unrelated pic and the story behind it. this was my flower, which sat on my window sill for a few weeks. loved it very much although it only costs me 25p. did my best to take care of it but it started to get whitish parasite all over it. i hav no idea what to do. kept getting worse and it was dying. to i decided to put it to sleep. :'(. will be sorely missed. you cheered me up most mornings when i felt very very very lack of motivation to go to school.

the first term ended... quite well i'd say. considering the results of my exams... and my steady emotional state. but that's not what this post is about...

it was snowing on friday. the first one in leeds for this winter (hope ther'll be more to come, not too many tho)... thinking about the snow and how we (malaysians) usually react upon seeing it, i came up with some sort of a slogan to sum it all up.

snow... the best time is when it fall... the worst is when you fall (you know, when it gets slippery and the penguin genes start to be expressed)...

i must say that there's always a smile on the face when it's snowing. the first wave came when i was on my way back from school (the LGI (Leeds general Infirmary) to be exact). right after finishing my last day of SSC (traditional chinese medicine, COOL stuffs. that's my head being STABBED by a needle. doesn't feel a thing. :) look at that obvoiusly untrained hand, kidding lol.
anyways, lets save it for another day (if the day comes)). as i was walking down the hill it suddenly started to snow. i was smiling ear to ear all the way home. although it did get a bit too heavy and was blinding me. i ended up not going to the shop nearest to home to buy some bananananas.



it didn't end ther. i went out later that evening to get the bananananas, and the trip was like passing thru a snowstorm (yea, im exaggerating). all the fruits and vege that are usually arranged neatly outside the shop were stacked up inside. and it was like searching for a particular book on the last week before the SPM exam (when my table was full of books due to overexcited (barely!) and unfocused revision). but i managed to get them. (for those who lost track of what i was looking for at the shop, it's bananananas).


and it's the first day of holiday. oh, yeah. forgot to mention. im all alone now. my 4 other housemates decided that i was a pest to take along with, so they decided to secretly and systemitically go home (read:Malaysia, or a/meet a friend without me). naah, they've got matters to attend to.


so yeah, back to the first day. now its 2 am the second day. yesterday (the first day), i managed to stay at home for the whole day. yeah right. the WHOLE DAY. now im starting to hear voices. lol. it was extremely boring. so i've decided not to do it again.


and, i've clean the mess in the kitchen and the living room (which really is alive when everyone's home, that the neighbour will start to bang and shout hysterically at the door at midnight/almost midnight). that's the neighbour story. let's save it for another day.


aww... think i need to do something, anything. and i will. only time will tell...

some random stuffs;
-> q would have enjoyed the snow, he was wishing for it to come before he went back to his "home country" (saudi)
->played volleyball till my hands hurt. the ball was only 1 scale softer than a rock.
->when to dinner with abg r and frends last night, awesome place, thanks.
->i think i may be starting to appreciate my housemates a bit more. i think the silence and loneliness is kind of therapeutic in its own way... will never take u guys for granted :)
->i guess this just prove what h told me about how i won't survive living alone, mayb i can't. it's alright to be weak and in need of others, right.
->bananananas are finished. so is a bar of cad's dairy milk chocolate.
->oh yea, I came up with the true definition of LOL. its Lots Of Lols. :)

p/s: i know most of the stuffs are not of your interest to read about. noone's forcing you to :)