Of Pizza and Stitching

hehe... ini pizza pertama (yang dibuat tanpa bantuan Mama ^_^) dalam usahaku menjadi seorang baker yang berjaya ~

Thx Mama for teaching me how to make this pizza. And for literally teaching me how to live...

tp pizza nih terlame masak... maka sebahagiannya agak gelap. Bukan salah pembantu kedaiku (haha -_-") yang hanye mengintai melalui tingkap kecik oven... Ntah2 rentung trus kalau aku yang jage sendiri...

huhu... tragedi. mozarella yang aku bli kne bukak :(... n bile nk gune dah bau susu masam... uuuummmm..... sapalah punye keje nih. tp salah ak kot. sape suh x bgtau yang ak bli tuh khas untuk wat pizza...... cheese tuh x tahan lame, pas bukak kne abihkan in 2 day's time...... mayb coz it's grated, I'm not sure. But I bought that one because its cheaper than the block@cube one. So I had to go out and buy another packet for this pizza.... terpaksalah menapak ke MORRISSON'S. btul ke aj eja tuh? don't care XD.

back to the sedikit gelap topic... ak ade kelas menjahit harituh... jadi x dapat tunggu sampai pizza masak... seronok, tp ssh gile XD... kalau boleh pegang gne tangan je kan best... ssh2 je nk gne scissors untuk pegang jarum tuh... yang paling best nak matikan jahitan tuh... nmpk amat complicated... sapelah yang cipta cara nih... hehe. btw, nih bukan kelas formal pun kelas persatuan shj... sejam je, belaja jahitan paling basic (yang paling senang la, won x semudah mne, senget2 ak buat... haha). kalau luke2 jangan la carik aku ye.... :P

Gelora Jihad

"satu peringatan kepada semua dan diriku terutamanya yang lalai"

Dititipkan gelora berjihad
Dengan keasyikan cinta dan kemuliaan hati
Indah bergemerlapan memayungi
Mengajari kalimah pengorbanan

Sentiasa benar islam itu agama Allah
Kini ia terasing dibelenggu zaman
Kini ia terasing diratah serigala
Islam hilang watak jihadnya

Tetapi dengarkanlah wahai angin
pemuda jihad mulakan menapak langkah
bangkitkan gelora gelisahmu
tiada bagi kita kota lena

This lyric is made by a friend of mine, Hazman~ I DO NOT own the copyright~

lantaran persepsi~

haha...

ak plik knape lepas ak letak entry yang bunyik mcm xnk buat entry dah, makin banyak pulak ak buat entry... xde niat nk menipu... cme itu yg ak rase time menulis... luahan hati semata...

kenapa ye kadang2 kite suke ming"impose" persepsi kita pada org lain. x kesahlah kalau masing2 ade pandangan sendiri... tp ak nyampah kalau org paksa ak terima ape pendapat@pandangan dorang... jangan salah paham, ak bukan x suke dengar pendapat org... ak suke je kalau org share pendapat dorang, at least i can see the world from a different perspective.

cme kadang2 bile dah start bersemangat/terlalu yakin dengan pandangan dan persepsi sendiri, we start to judge others and label them. bukan ak nk cakap ak x buat bende nih. it's human nature to put labels to people (at least this is what i think). But alangkah baiknye kalau label tersebut dapat kite simpan hanya sebagai label... x kite zahirkan pada org lain, terutamanya pada yang dilabel sbb kadang2 ade org yg hatinye mudah terluka kat certain2 issue...

ak sedar ak pon 2 kali 5... kadang terlupa kluar juga kata2 x sepatutnye... kadang marah sampai terlupa pengorbanan/pertolongan org yang dimarah itu pada ak... kadang stress ak treat org lain cam sampah... kadang pentingkan diri sampai x kesah perasaan org laen...

kadang terasa ilmu tinggi sampai terlupe pandangan sendiri amat terbatas... lupe yang ak juge pelakon di pentas hidup... ak juge hanya nothingness... suke judge org dari ape yg terpapar semata....... die buat itu, die camni... die x pegi situ, die camtuh... die ikut itu, die ini org camni...

but in the end... sape kite? diri sendiri pon masih byk yg blom pasti... inikan pula nak menilai org laen... remy ajak makan... better stop my babbling here~ teehee

ouh... mintak maaf kalau ade yg terase... xberniat melukakan sesiapa... walau selalu melukakan, meski x berniat~ sbb ak bukan insan perfect... coz insan perfect is an oxymoron... at least i think so.

Change? (a poem with nice pics :D)

Mahasuci Allah yang menguasai (segala) kerajaan, dan Dia Mahakuasa atas segala sesuatu. Yang menciptakan mati dan hidup, untuk menguji kamu, siapa di antara kamu yang lebih baik amalnya, dan Dia Mahaperkasa, Mahapengampun. (Al-Mulk, 67:1-2)

changes is a must... I can't be the same person throughout my whole life. Neither can you, nor anyone else in that matter.

but let's just hope that the changes that we take upon...
in our journey to get through this life...
a game which is very vivid and looks very real...

Ketahuilah, sesungguhnya kehidupan dunia ini hanyalah permainan dan sendagurau... (Al-Hadid, 57:20)

will not be a hindrance for us....
to get our final destination...

there, there will be no regret...

Dan mereka berkata, "sekiranya (dahulu) kami mendengarkan atau memikirkan (peringatan itu), tentulah kami tidak termasuk penghuni neraka yang menyala-nyala". Maka mereka mengakui dosanya. Tetapi jauhlah (dari rahmat Allah) bagi penghuni neraka yang menyala-nyala itu. (67:10-11)

i take that back...
there will be regret...
lots and lots of them....
but it's gonna be pointless...
as we embark to the next life...
there's no turning back...

but look at the trees on top...
still alive and well...
later they're gonna shed their leaves...
and put on the facade of dead trees...
but we all know one day...
that the leaves are gonna grow again...
and the tree became lively as ever...

but do we take any effort...
to think and ponder...
that's the reminder of death...
showing right in front of our eyes...

yet most failed to relate...
that if it befall upon us...
that's it.

(I know it doesn't rhyme, but at least it's not hollow)


moral: don't be consumed by worldly pleasures and become those who despair later... XD.

semoga kita dapat meletakkan dunia di tangan, dan akhirat dijunjung. sebab bile yang dijunjung bergoyang nak jatuh... yang kat tgn akan dilepaskan sebentar untuk memegang yang dijunjung...

RED ALERT!!!

Pic: Sloth -.-
Just imagine my face there... should give a clear idea of what I've been doing... think this one's still alive. This guy's just naturally a slow mover. I can move faster than a sloth though...

Think I've been neglecting my studies (it's almost 3 months since I first set foot on the foreign land).... huhu... too much playing around XD. 3 weeks till the summative exam (right before the winter hols)... note: summative means its important... hehe


Too many distractions... I was caught off guard.

Now I must focus... Just finished indexing all the lecture slides (up to the today's). Oh... and I deleted Garena, an EVIL software made especially for the weak-hearted to stay off the real world, if U know what I mean. Oh... why must games be so tempting?? haha

And yeah... minimal amount of fbook, blog, game, hovering in other people's room, walking aroung city centre, bowling, movies, shopping, TV series, washing dishes 'o' (this is probably the last post for this term).

To make matters worse, I have 3 essays in queue -.-" (did I sign up for the wrong course??? I was quite sure it says MEDICINE instead of JOURNALISM, rofl....)

there's still time.... Pray for me XD


p/s: this is definitely NOT an exaggeration of my current condition. although I'm quite sure most of you readers would think so... coz I wouldn't have time to post an entry if I'm really THAT desperate, would I?

Hidayah milik Allah

Baru saja meninjau2 youtube...

melihat video2 tentang saudara2 yang memeluk Islam...

terasa pula betapa aku yang sedia Islam ini sangat mengabaikan pemberian nikmat yang tiada tolok bandingnya ini...

sedang mereka bersusah payah mencari kebenaran dan mempersoalkan agama asal mereka sebelum diberikan hidayah untuk memeluk Islam...



this particular video... wpon xde video, cume suara sahaja amat menyentuh hati... kerana saudari ini menangis tatkala bercerita mengapa dia memeluk Islam...

semoga kita mengambil pengajaran... Wallahualam