manusia ini...

...memang bukan mudah difahami
bukan macam ketip kuku...

...mudah nampak kesalahan orang lain
tapi biasa lupa kelemahan diri sendiri...

...suka kalau orang lain penuhi hajatnya
tapi selalu lupa penuhi hajat orang lain...

...suka kalau orang lain gembirakan dirinya
namun biasa lupa menggembirakan orang lain...

...suka ingin lihat orang lain berubah
tapi untuk mengubah diri sendiri bukan mudah...

...suka orang faham perasaannya
tapi jarang cuba memahami perasaan orang...

...kadangkala cepat terasa
tetapi mengharap orang lain bersabar dengannya...

...amat mudah lupa
tapi kerapkali marah bila orang lain terlupa...

...lemah dan mudah pecah
...selalu terleka
...mudah jatuh sakit
...mudah terpedaya

Spend some time to laugh~

Maher Zain - Insha Allah -

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way x2
Insha Allah x3
Insya Allah we’ll find the way

gula, kopi, teh, dan hot choc Morrisson's

gula apabila merasa dirinya lebih gula daripada gula-gula lain,
dan merasa bahawa dirinya melampaui batasan gula,
dan tahu segala macam perangai gula seperti telapak tangan gulanya,
maka kadangkala si gula lupa bahawa dirinya bukanlah sebuk kopi,
atau uncang teh atau coffeemate atau serbuk coklat morrisons,
maka dengan memandang enteng gula laen si gula yang menganggap dirinya bukan gula,
dengan senang lenang menyakiti dan memperbuat gula-gula lain sewenangnya,
maka gula-gula lain akan berasa tidak senang dengan gula tersebut,
dan memanggil air panas untuk melarutkan gula yang ingat dirinya bukan gula,
namun apabila terkena air panas...

LARUT JUGA
maka tatkala itu si gula akan sedar,
bahawa dirinya juga gula,
walau dalam diri merasa bahawa gula-gula lain boleh diinjak sesuka hati,
namun hakikatnya, gula tetap gula,
sedarlah dirimu wahai gula-gula sekalian,
kerana kalian takkan selamanya di dunia,
mungkin esok atau lusa,
kalian akan disudu keluar dan dimasukkan ke dalam cangkir kopi,
atau teh atau hot choc morrisson's.

it's time to freak out, isn't it?

meeting tutor in 2 days...
with only around 2 sentences in my essay...
shoot~

where have i been?


keywords: tutor, essay, freak out! :S

those days

the three of us really liked reading comics. and we enjoyed playing games. we would go to the CCs to play starcraft. we would go to kedai game which also had tons of comics and read comics for 50 cent each. then we would silently swap between us to avoid paying another 50 cent for the same comic. and we would play the vidoe game there. can't recall the type of console though, and also the price for each hour. being the youngest, my bros would usually pay the costs, coz they really love me. they still do :)

although sometimes i wasn't really up to going out to the cc or the kedai game, i would still follow them there. the reason being i wouldn't want to be put in a position where i would have to "betray" either my parents or my brothers. i was afraid that my parents might ask where my bros are, and i would have to tell them. on the other hand, if i'm with them, they won't be able to ask me :D.

our parents had it clear cut for us. back before 6.30pm. we sometimes came back late (due to having to wait our turn to play game at the shop). once Ayah waited for us to come back. we were late, can't exactly remember how late. he had a cane with him. we all know what happens next. serve us right. :P

we also enjoyed playing with LASY. we had all the compenents named. like kasut, papan, bulat panjang, bulat besar, A kecik, A besar, H kecik, besar, orang, roda. one of the many games that we like to play with LASY was each of us will make our very own "weapon". then we'll arrange the leftovers as our targets. using rubber band as "bullets", we would then shoot the targets down. Mama will always ask us to arrange everything back in the box after we played.


this is how LASY looks like in case you're wondering~

suddenly remembered these stuffs. i had a workshop on "molecules of emotion". one of the task was to try and recollect the past. and those were the few things that came to me. there's lots more in my memory. but i think this is enough for this time.

p/s: how did the time pass so quickly @_@