just sth to think about, ya

wierd huh

silence in cacophony...

knowledge in absurdity...

animosity in friendship...

loneliness in crowd...

unsettled in tranquility...

busy in relaxation...

hatred in love...

awkward in enjoyment...

sad in happiness...

void in fullness...

what r all these~

life without problem isn't life at all~

Problems... they present themselves in a myraid of facade and forms.

So for this post... I'm putting up some quotes from the holy Quran and hadith to all of us to ponder...

May we gain something good from them, insyaAllah...


The first one is from Al-Baqarah, 2:156-157

Ertinya: “Iaitu orang-orang yang apabila ditimpa musibah mereka mengucapkan; ‘Sesungguhnya kami adalah milik Allah dan kepada-Nyalah kami kembali.’ Mereka itulah yang mendapat keberkatan yang sempurna dan rahmat dari Tuhan-Nya, dan mereka ialah orang-orang yang mendapat petunjuk.” (Al-Baqarah: 156-157)

And the following one is from Al-Ankabut: 2-3

Ertinya: “Apakah manusia mengira bahawa mereka akan dibiarkan saja mengatakan: ‘Kami telah beriman,’ sedangkan mereka tidak diuji terlebih dahulu? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta. (Al-Ankabut: 2-3)

Dan berhati2, kerana ujian Allah itu bukan berupa kesusahan sahaja. Segala nikmat kesenangan harta kekayaan dan apa sahaja yang kita miliki adalah juga ujian dari Allah SWT. Lihat ayat berikut:

Ertinya: “Dan Kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cubaan, dan kepada Kami-lah kamu semua akan dikembalikan.” (Al-Anbiya’: 35)

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud:

“Demi Allah, bukanlah kekafiran atau kerana kemiskinan yang aku bimbangkan atas kamu, akan tetapi aku bimbang kalau-kalau kemewahan dunia yang kamu dapatkan sebagaimana yang telah diberikan kepada orang-orang yang sebelum kamu, lalu kamu bergelumang dalam kemewahan itu sehingga kamu binasa sebagaimana mereka dahulu bergelumang dan binasa pula.” (HR Bukhari)

snipped from: http://nurjeehan.hadithuna.com/musibah-hakikat-serta-balasannya/

I Know~

Beloved Parents

Yes, I'm a son
But can't I express my feelings?
What is seen superficially
Can never indicate what's deep inside

I know life should go on...
But still I chose put it on hold...
For a while, maybe
Not forever, hopefully

I don't really know
Even a microscopic thing
Can now trigger a volcanic eruption

Still in sort of a trance state
Can't bear it
Can't comprehend
Can't or won't?

Accepting is one thing
Living with it is another

Walking around...
Though it seems lifeless, empty at times
But I still see the world
It still goes on... and on... and on...

Thanks for those who keep on supporting me
Giving me hope and realisation
That this isn't the end

And obviously I'm not OK
And I think there are times when it is OK to not be OK
So just don't ask whether I'm OK or not
Coz it really sounds bloody rhetorical

But I'm coping
Just not sure how well...

Really, I am...
I'm trying harder than the last semester
I'm trying harder every single day
I'm playing less than the last semester
I'm pursuing to be a better person
A better muslim, a better son, a better brother,
A better friend (really need to work on this one!)

But sometimes doing something different gives me an inner tranquility
And has a soothing effect
Be it... Not that I don't care what other people say
Just that I think I should care more about what I say~
Shouldn't we all?

andaiku dapat barang sesaat

Biarku sendiri
Membaca entry2 blognya

Life is a journey where its end could just appear at any moment without any warning. Every second of our life and the air we breathe are bonus bestowed to us by Allah. It also reminds us to repent on our wrong-doings before we return to Him.

Sambil membayangkan suaranya bercerita
Yang kian luput dari ingatan

Biarku sendiri
Biar kering mata ini
Tanda kasih dan cinta
Yang tidak pernah kuungkap dahulu

Biarku sendiri
Biar masa mengubati
Bukan untuk melupai
Sekadar menerima takdir Ilahi

Biarku sendiri
Mengingati segala kenangan bersamanya
Agar melekat di mindaku
Yang tidak pernah kuambil endah

Biarku sendiri
Bukanku tidak redha
Ini ketentuan-Nya
Siapa aku untuk membantah

Biarku sendiri
Mengenang kesilapan diri
Biar mengalir lagi
Sesalan tidak berpenghujung

Biarku sendiri
Hingga kubangkit kembali
Semoga diberi kekuatan
Menjadi lebih hebat

Aku juga manusia
Lemah, tiada kuasa
Salah silapku menggunung
Setiap helaku kurniaan-Nya

Aku perlu masa
Kerana masa yang berlalu
Kubazir begitu saja
Aku alpa, ego sombong melangit

Nah sekali ujian menimpa
Aku sangat teringin
Walau dapat barang sesaat lagi
Untukku menyatakan segala
Walau kuakur
Pemergianmu selamanya

Allahu akbar
Tunjukkan aku jalan
Berikanku ketenangan

Apa yang termampu
Kupanjat doa untukmu
Selagi kudratku mampu
AYAH...

Al-Fatihah buat ayahku, yang telah pulang ke rahmatullah pada 11 Januari 2009. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama hamba-hamba-Nya yang soleh. Ameen.

Al-Hadid

1. Whatever is in the heavens and in the earth glorify Allah; and it is He the Esteemed one the Wise.
   
   
2. For Him is the Kingdom of the heavens and the earth He gives life and causes to die, and He can do everything.
   
   
3. He is the First, He is the Last, He is the Manifest, He is the Hidden and He knows everything.
   
   
4. It is He Who created the heavens and the earth in six days, then seated Himself upon the Throne befitting to His Dignity. He knows what penetrates in the earth and what comes forth from it, and what comes down from heaven and what ascends into it. And He is with you wherever you may be. And Allah is seeing your works.
   
   
5. For Him is the Kingdom of the heavens and the earth. And towards Allah is the return of all affairs.
   
   
6. He brings the night into the day and brings the day into the night. And He knows the toughts of the hearts.
   
   
7. Believe in Allah and His Messenger and spend in the way of Allah out of that to which He has made you heirs, And those of you who believed and spent in the way of Allah, for them is the great reward.
   
   
8. And what is to you that you believe not in Allah where as the Messenger is calling you to believe in Allah, and undoubtedly, He has already taken a covenant from you if indeed you believe.
   
   
9. It is He who sends down upon His bondman bright signs so that He may bring you forth from the darkness towards the light And verily. Allah is kind and Merciful to you.
   
   
10. And what is to you, that you spend not in the way of Allah, whereas to Allah belongs the heritage of the heavens and the earth altogether. Those of you who spent and fought before the victory of Mecca are not equal They are greater in rank than those who spent and fought after victory. And to all has Allah already promised the reward of the paradise. And Allah is Aware of your deeds.
    
    
11. Who is he who may lend to Allah a good loan and He may double it for him and there is an Honourable reward for him.
    
    
12. The day when you shall see the believing women that their light run before them and on their right. It is being said to them. 'To day the happiest tidings for you are those Gardens beneath which the streams flow wherein you will abide. This is the supreme triumph.'
    
    
13. The day when the hypocrite men and the hypocrite women will say to muslims, 'look towards us. So that we may take something from your light,' It will be said to them'. 'Go you back and seek there a light. They will go back, henceforth a wall shall be set-up between them, in which there is a door. The inside of it has mercy and the outside has torment.
    
    
14. The hypocrites will call the muslims, saying, 'were we not with you?' They will say, 'why not, you put your souls in temptation and looked out for the evils of muslims and doubted and your vain desires deceived you till the decree of Allah came and the great Deceiver deceived you regarding the decree of Allah.
    
    
15. Therefore this day no ransom shall be accepted from you or from the manifest infidels. Your destination is the Fire. It is your friend, and what an evil end it is!'
    
    
16. Has not the time arrived for the believers that their hearts should lean for the remembrance of Allah and for the truth, which has come down. and that they should not become like those who were given the Book before, then the term was prolonged for them, so their 'hearts were hardened? And many of them are disobedients.
    
    
17. Know that Allah gives life to the earth after its death. Surely, We explained the signs to you that you may understand.
    
    
18. Surely, the alms giving men and alms giving women and those who gave a goodly loan to Allah, it shall be doubled for them and for them is an Honourable reward.
    
    
19. And those who believe in Allah and His Messengers, they are the perfect truthfuls and witnesses against others before their Lord. For them is their reward and their light, and those who disbelieved and belied Our signs, they are the inmates of Hell.
    
    
20. Know that the life of the world is not but a sport and amusement and an adornment and a source of boasting among yourselves and desiring multiplication in riches and children against one another It is like the rain whose vegetation pleased the tillers, then it dried up that you see it yellow then it was trampled into pieces. And in the Hereafter, there is severe torment and forgiveness from Allah and His pleasure. And the life of the world is nothing but a deceitful wealth.
    
    
21. Go forward towards the forgiveness of your Lord and towards a paradise of which the breadth is as the width of the heavens and the earth prepared for those who believed in Allah and His Messenger. This is the grace of Allah; He bestows it upon whom so ever He pleases. And Allah is the possessor of great grace
    
    
22. No calamity reaches either in the earth or in your own persons, but it is in a Book, before We create it; Undoubtedly, it is easy for Allah.
    
    
23. So that you may not give over what is lost to you, nor rejoice over what is given to you and Allah loves not any exultant, boastful.
    
    
24. Such as are niggardly and command men to be niggardly. And whosoever turns away, then surely, Allah is the self-sufficient, All Praised.
    
    
25. Verily We have sent Messengers with arguments and have sent down with them the Book and the Balance of justice, so that men might uphold justice And We have sent down iron, wherein is great strength and uses for mankind. And in order the' Allah may see him who help. Him and His Messengers with out seeing surely. Allah is Powerful Dominant
    
    
26. And undoubtedly, We sent Nuh and Ibrahim and We placed Prophethood and the Book in their offspring so some of them were guided but most of them are disobedient.
    
    
27. Then We sent after then. Our other Messengers following in their footsteps, and We sent following, Isa son of Maryam and bestowed him the Injil. And We placed tenderness and mercy in the hearts of his followers. And as for adopting monasticism they invented it into the religion on their own accord, We prescribed it not for them, yes this innovation they created for seeking the pleasure of Allah, but they observed it not as it was to be observed, so We gave the believers of them then reward, but most of them are disobedient.
    
    
28. 'O believes! Fear Allah and believe in His Messenger He will give you a two-fold portion of His mercy and will provide for you a light wherein you will walk, and will grant you forgiveness. And Allah is Forgiving, Merciful.
    
    
29. This is so in order that the non-believing people of the Book may know that they have no control over the grace of Allah and that the grace is entirely in the hands of Allah. He gives it to whomsoever He pleases And Allah is the Possessor of great grace.
    
    

Tabahkan Hatiku YA ALLAH

Ali Imran, 3:185

"Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakan mati. Dan hanya pada hari Kiamat sajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu. Barang siapa dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam syurga, sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan. Kehidupan dunia hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya."

Layar Keinsafan

Layar Keinsafan - Mestica

Sepi benar senja ini
Bayunya semilir, menganak ombak kecil
Jalur ufuk pula mengemas terang
Kapal dan layar terkapar

Mengapa nantikan senja
Barukan terdetik, pulang ke pengkalan
Gusar malam menghampiri
Ku tewas di lautan

Tuhan layarkanku ke arah cintaMu
Tuntuniku menggapai redhaMu
Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh
KepadaMu ya Tuhan
Berikan secebis keinsafan
Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
Mencari ketenangan

c/o
Biar Kau menjadi saksi
Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar
Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
Berikanlah ku hidayah
Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
Moga diberkati hidup ini
Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi

PadaMu Tuhan
Kan kuserahkan cinta kepadaMu

Tuhan layarkanku ke arah cintaMu
Tuntuniku menggapai redhaMu
Rimbunan kasihMu ku berteduh
KepadaMu ya Tuhan
Berikan secebis keinsafan
Bekalan sepanjang perjalanan
Mencari ketenangan

c/o
Biar Kau menjadi saksi
Tulus tangisku kala dini hari
Kesempatan yang hanya sebentar
Moga keikhlasanku terlakar
Berikanlah ku hidayah
Agar dikuatkan iman yang lemah
Moga diberkati hidup ini
Menuju bahagia yang kekal abadi

Harapanku moga dikurniakan
Manisnya iman berpanjangan
Moga lautan hilang gelora

17 : 37

sombong
ada dlm diri semua org
aku kau semua

Surah:17.Al-Isra'. Ayah:37

وَلاَ تَمْشِ فِي الأَرْضِ مَرَحاً إِنَّكَ لَن تَخْرِقَ الأَرْضَ وَلَن تَبْلُغَ الْجِبَالَ طُولاً

"Dan janganlah engkau berjalan di bumi dengan berlagak sombong, kerana sesungguhnya engkau tidak akan dapat menembusi bumi dan engkau tidak akan dapat menyamai setinggi gunung-ganang"

walau sepandai mana
walau setinggi mana
walau sebesar mana
walau segagah mana
walau seberada mana
walau sebahagia mana
walau segembira mana
walau selapang mana
walau seluas mana

Harapan Tidak Buta - AlarmMe

Berjalan di jalan yang terang
Agar tiada jatuh dan tersungkur
di persimpangan
Berhati tika di jalanan
Bimbang datang ujian
Menduga keimanan

Sudah menjadi suratan
Setiap sesuatu bersifat sementara
Jerih perit di dunia
Terungkai dek pawana
Hembusan ketaqwaan

Pilu melihat mereka
Dihimpit kemiskinan
Yang serba kekurangan
Berkat walau sedikit
Terukir keredhaan
Di wajah ketenangan

Masih ada harapan
Ubah nasib kehidupan
Bekalan ilmu yang berguna

Berjalan di jalan yang terang
Agar tiada jatuh dan tersungkur
di persimpangan
Berhati bila di jalanan
Bimbang datang ujian
Menduga keimanan

Berusaha hindar keculasan
Waspada kefakiran
Jerumuskan kekufuran
Maruah dibela dijaga
Tidak meminta-minta
Hanya Tuhan segala

Mereka fakir di dunia
Namun berilmu dan beramal mulia..

ingatlah semua nikmat ALLAH juga merupakan ujian-NYA.

Wallahualam

why ak camnih?

lately, ak slalu"moody"
sorry ye kalau ade yang terkene tempias taufan ak
Can't help it

Byk bende
Ak x biasa
Blom boleh
Kurang motivasi

maybe ak takut ngan MCQ yang semakin hampir
really harap yang terbaik untuk sume
although kadang-kadang ak mmg macam selimut basah (wet blanket)

sorry maaf maaf
i'll cuba berubah menjadi lebih positif
towards yang lebih baik

Surah:16.An-Nahl.

18. Dan jika kamu menghitung nikmat Allah (yang dilimpahkannya kepada kamu), tiadalah kamu akan dapat menghitungnya satu persatu; sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani.

90. Sesungguhnya Allah menyuruh berlaku adil dan berbuat kebaikan, serta memberi bantuan kepada kaum kerabat dan melarang daripada melakukan perbuatan-perbuatan yang keji dan mungkar serta kezaliman. Dia mengajar kamu (dengan suruhan dan laranganNya ini), supaya kamu mengambil peringatan mematuhiNya.

Allahuakbar
Ak selalu lupa
Ingatkan ak sahabat2

Bantulah ak
Walau sekuat mana nampaknya di luar
Hati ini sungguh2 amat lemah

Ak perlu bimbingan
Ak perlu support
Ak perlu pertolongan
Ak perlu-Mu, Allah...

#1: Erti Hidup Pada Memberi

hahaha....
my ARTWORK...
quoting the KING OF ARCHERY TERRACE~

it feels good~ back to my revision~

lalala~ (rambling not worth reading)

harinih 7 hb
esok 8
then 9
pastuh 10
esoknye 11
kemudian 12

abih la cuti. my precious hols is ending very shortly.
and with it is the MCQ paper on the 1st day of the 2nd term.
and yeah, I'm not done revising (yet)

dah lame gak kat cni
dah lame gak ak cari "driving force" untuk bg ak smgt
untuk belaja n move on
but cam x jumpe...
xde kot kat cni~

eternal loneliness...

uish...
byknye lagi nak blaja...
ak dah amik inisiatif dengan berazam untuk x bukak laptop ak
but now i'm using someone else's...
pointless, ain't it?
oh well... at least i tried...

nak study, nk study
bergoncang gak la bile tgk org main DotA...
nk main, nk main
but then byknye lg nk study
nk layan KING OF ARCHERY TERRACE lg...
hehe

oh, well...
mayb this is one of the best way to actually cut down the stress level (am I stressed out?)...
x pon gi makan... haha
puasa? 10 Muharram... smlm pon
siap g buka kat kedai lagi~

i wanna cut my hair~ but i went there twice already... but my hair's still long
is this a sign?? that i shudn't cut it??
OR am I merely looking for reasons not to...

x suke aaa rambut pnjg2... malas jage~
kalo bangun lambat nk g kelas pon ssh...
nk blaja pon rase berat je kepala (alasan untuk malas blaja)
then bangun pg mmg stylo gile rambut, kah3

OK, better get back to the lecture notes~ and sleep on it...
x bek buang mase lame2 tulis blog merepek
byk lg bende lain bole buat untuk buang mase

sabar ye... dah tinggal bape hari aje...

Al-Hijr: 56

56. Nabi Ibrahim berkata: Dan tiadalah sesiapa yang berputus asa dari rahmat Tuhannya melainkan orang-orang yang sesat.

archery's archers

minggu nih... tinggal la penghuni2 asal saje kat archery terrace nih... tetamu2 sume suda pulang ke umah masing2 ^_^

maka akan kembalilah zaman sume2 berkurung kat bilik... nak2 sbb naik2 nnti je ade paper~

nak kaco org... takot kaco tgh study lak, x bek plak... mayb org len pon pk camtuh kot, sbb tuh dorang x kaco ak. tp jangan lak kaco ak lepas korang bc post nih. sbb nnti ramai sgt lak kaco aku.. haha...

kalo cam dulu2 kan best... ad byk pilihan untuk dikacau... kalo neighbour seblah cni nak study, kacau neighbour seblah sane. xpon blok sane. blok situ. atas, bawah... byk choice. kat cni nk kaco sape?? org jage kedai fastfood depan umah?? haha -.-

ak nih bukan jenis minat sgt berkurung study sorang2~ sbb nnti ak bukan study pon... haha (skrg nih contoh terbaik) @.@

ak tau sgt ak nih camne... kalo nk blaja suke ade org depan mate... bole berbual berbincang... tp mmg pace slow la~

seb baek ak ade jurus "tido sikit2"... so bole la recover balek ke"slow"an ak blaja... haha

selfish la klu ak nk org len lepak ntuk ak blaja... kalo dorang tuh mmg jenis senang blaja sorang2...

agak2 kalo ak kne hempap ngan piano nih kan... time nak dinner kot baru ade org pasan... tu pon kalau hari ak yg masak kot~ hehehe.

tp kalo mlm bole plak study sorang2;
tu pon kalo xde org tibe2 on ym dari sebelah lain Bumi yang tak malam n ajak ak bbual. ak suke je. tpkan, slalu ak yg ajk org berbual. then xnk benti. haha. sedar2 dah ngantuk ~_~
tu pon kalo menjadi semangat berkobar2 tibe, kalo x mmg tido
tu pon kalo bole lawan ngantuk~

ke care ak nih mmg x relevent ntuk blaja medic... ak pon x sure... haha... ak je kot XD

well... ak kne ubah cara ak la kot~

OK kot... tapela~ biar ak tahan diri dari gik kaco org~ bg dorang leh study betui2...

jumpe skjp2 pon muke cam nk mkn org je... haha. ntah2 muke ak pon camtuh gak, cme ak x prasan... stress sket2 kot. study. pikir pasal saudara2 kat Palestin lg...

ish... tgk la ak termerepek lagi... blaja2!!!

video swiss trip

my trip to swiss~ vid by pejai~

“la yukminu ahadukum hatta yuhibba li akhihi ma yuhibba linafsihi”

tiada beriman seorang kamu hingga dia mengasihi saudaranya seperti dia mengasihi dirinya... doakanlah saudara2 kita di GAZA. Buatlah apa termampu. Kalau kita tergigit lidahpun bole meleleh air mata... xkanlah saudara kita diserang dibunuh kita x rasa ape2???


K3rUzzIE [buat yang terlena, esp. diriku]

saudara2 seIslamku...
sampai bila kita mahu terus diulit mimpi?
menutup sebelah mata pada dunia songsang
ciptaan kerusi2 malang...

Kenapa si kerusi terus mencari
Cara mengubati kerusi yang rosak
Dan segala macam hal kekerusian
Sedang "manual tukang kayu" ada di depan mata
Bukan disorok bukan rahsia

Tetapi kerusi-kerusi bongkak amat
Walau tahu diri terbatas
Tetap mahu mencari2
Kerana yakin... dirinya dicipta sebagai pelamin

Lalu sesetengah kerusi menjustifikasi
Bahawa kerusi yang mengikut "manual tukang kayu"
Mereka kerusi2 "baik"
Mereka kerusi2 lurus
Mereka kerusi2 skema
Mereka kerusi2 lemah
Mereka kerusi2 takut mencuba
SUDAHKAH KERUSI2 BACA MANUAL TERSEBUT SBLM MEMBUAT ANDAIAN TADI???

Jangan sampai...
Tatkala manual tidak lagi boleh dibaca
Baru kerusi2 tercari2~

FOR GAZA